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daughterslove's Cancer Blog
May 19, 2008
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wow. well where do i begin? once again. well all I know, it’s not the cancer thats making her depressed. she just found out a little over 3 weeks ago she had stage 4 cancer as we all know, well 2 days after diagnosed she found out her husband, that shes been with for 5 years… cheated. and has another baby, SAME age as my son. 1 1/2. their actually 2 weeks apart! he lied, and lived a double life the whole time. she just found out. thats why when she had that lump on her neck, and didnt have insurance he was scared b/c the baby is on his insurance! he didnt want my mom to find out. then she got sicker n sicker, finally put her on the insurance – and bam. stage 4 cancer. she was over my house last night with him arguing, crying, and she looked horrible. she was all messed up on her pain meds and this really scares me. where do i stand in this?? why does everything seem like it cant get any worse, and it does?! shes been hiding this from me, for 3 weeks, b.c she didn’t want me to hate him anymore then what i do. now she feels hes gonna be with her for pity, she’ll die, and he’ll happily have the baby. i mean what the hell. if she wasn’t sick right now I’d so tell her to leave him~! but at the same point, we need him. hes been helping with everything between the doctors, and being there. i really cant wait until this is all over.
anyway, about her health. she was suppose to start radiation today, & couldn’t b.c they found drainage in her ear, so tomorrow, once again another surgery..for tubes in her ears. she got blood work done today ( i guess you have to before surgery ) and she was dehydrated soo she had to go to the hospital to get IVs in her.
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That is a great photo of the three of you. You are lucky to have each other. Sorry to hear about your dad. You mom looks so young! Sending some heathy vibes your family’s way.
Hope all is well with you, we haven’t heard from you for awhile.